EN Trying to explain it to myself.

So I had a dream last night. I mean, that is not weird. But this dream was different. And weird. It was probaly meaningful? Or maybe not? However, I’m just gonna say it to you!

I was all alone. Sort of! I’m always sort of alone. I’m an introvert. I usually like to observe people’s reactions. I like to see how each person reacts to every single thing. Being an introvert is often a struggle because, as I said, we like to just observe people before actually talking to them. Ya feel me? We don’t like small talk so if we don’t have a subject to talk about for a day then we can’t be friends. This is a struggle because you can’t have long day subjects to talk with new people you meet so you can’t make a lot of friends (which is ok because atleast the ones I have are great).

I really want though to be friends with some people but we kind of ignore eachother. Like, even if we would want to talk we would NEVER have something to talk about!

The Dream

I had a dream last night that some family members and some of those friends were in it. Yesterday was Wednesday and people say the dreams you have on a Wednesday to a Thursday are dreams that are showing you the future. But this dreams makes no sense on that!

All of those people, the family members and those friends were all on a tiny bridge watching a movie. Yes, watching a movie. I was not on that bridge because it was obvious it was about to break as it was very tiny. Nobody noticed that but I! I started yelling at them. I started waving and be very worried but guess what? As In real life nobody noticed me. I was ignored even if I tried to tell them to get off that bridge because it will break down. It’s morning right now so I remember everything just how it was, I remember it was cringing to just look at them putting their life in danger.

The conclusion.

I keep trying to understand it and just how it is in real life, others may not see it and I’m pretty sure of that. I am the one that falls apart to keep others together!

RO Incercand sa mi-o explic mie insami

Deci, am avu un vis seara trecuta. Adica, asta nu e ciudat. Dar acest vis a fost diferit. Poate ca a avut un anumit mesaj? Sau poate ca nu? Oricum, o sa ti-l spun doar!

Eram singur. Intr-un fel. Mereu sunt sigur. Sunt introver. De obicei imi place sa observ reactiile oamenilor. Imi place sa vad reactia diferita a fiecarui om dar asupra aceluiasi lucru. Sa fii introvert e uneori o durere in cot pentru ca, cum am spus, noua ne place sa observam inainte sa actionam iar daca observam, observam prea multe. Nu ne place vorba scurta. Ori discutam un subiect interesant ori nimic! Si asta e provocarea deoarece nu poti avea subiecte de discutat o zi intreaga cu persoane noi intalnite deci e cam greu cu prietenii noi. (Ceea ce e ok deoarece cei care ii am deja sunt oameni minunati).

Uneori ai aspira sa fii prieten cu cineva dar persoana aceea e introvert iar doi introverti e un lucru destul de greu sa devina prieteni deoarece suntem complet straini unul de celalalt. Dar totusi, iti doresti.

Visul

A fost un vis cu anumiti membrii ai familiei si unii dintre acei oameni la care aspir sa fiu le fiu prieten. Era un vis de Miercuri spre Joi iar daca dau un search pe google aflu ca acele vise se vor adeveri. Desi acest vis nu prea are sens cu ce poate rezerva viitorul.

Toti acesti oameni erau pe un pod mic ce avea sa se rupa deoarece erau foarte multi! Toti se uitau la un film. Da. Pe acel pod. Eu nu am fost deoarece ma simteam in plus si chiar daca mergeam eram ignorat. Puteam sa vad tot ce se intampla. Podul avea sa se darame iar poate ca nu am mentionat dar desi era pod mic era deasupra unui rau adanc in care nu se poate ajunge. Am incercat sa atentionez lumea. Am strigat. Am incercat sa ma duc chiar eu pe pod sa le spun chiar eu dar nu am putut. Am fost ignorat. Nu am fost auzit. E dimineata acum deci imi amintesc fiecare detaliu. A fost dureros sa ii vad in probabil ultimele lor secunde de viata.

Concluzie

Incerc sa inteleg si sa corelez acel vis cu viata reala. Poate altii nu o vad dar sunt sigur ca sunt una dintre persoanele ce se distruge ca sa tina alti oameni impreuna!

 

What do you think that meant? In your opinion. Sarcasm rejected (Just kidding. I’m all about sarcasm. Ha).

Ce crezi ca a insemnat? In opinia ta. Sarcasmul e interzis. (Glumesc, eu sunt sarcastic mereu. Ha).